Shout to all my moon men

Hello my loves!


I miss you both terribly. Today I can't help but want to run away from certain people. I'm getting sick and tired of dealing with people's bullshit.


I hate to say it but I can't be his friend anymore. I love him to death, but i just can't understand him and he is really hurting me at the moment. I feel like every time he gets me alone he has to remind me that he knows i'm happy but my head is up Brandon's ass. 


And guys I know it is... But I can't help it I have never been this happy before. In these last months I have had a shit ton of fun and our summer together was AMAZING!!!! But towards the end after everything had happened I started getting lonely and you both know that. But I feel like I want to tell you both this...


When I met Brandon I just was going through this weird phase and I didn't know what I was doing I was lost and I feel like I was doing a lot of things for the wrong reason even though I don't regret those things I still know what really motivated me you know... 


Now guys things are totally different for me. I have never been this happy with myself. I have a plan I am totally crazy for this amazing boy. And I'm not really going to be sorry for anything. I feel like it is finally my turn to be selfish and think about myself before others. I love him guys I can't help it. And I'm not going to sacrifice what I have with him for anything. I just really care about him I don't know this is different guys and i have been wanting to tell you both all of this for so long.


I know we haven't been together for a long time but this is so different. I'm being so lame right now to haha


Sorry I put on Adele and that's what came out! Right on! I love you both very much! (:


-Chelsey

So guys it's been a minute! I'm sorry!

Let's see I get a car tomorrow guys is that not badass... what the fuck is the world going to do when that shit goes down!!!!! Watch out America Chelsey is mobile! (:

Word up!

Well I don't have a lot to say... what is on my mind though and you guys can totally suck my balls but i'm going here... Brandon has planned a date night for us tomorrow!!!! I'm so super excited about it. He is actually going to be asking me out officially and now i'm so giddy jesus guys i feel like i am in freaking highschool but i don't give a FUCK!!!! It's cute and I'm just really stoked!

I love to hold his hands, and watch him while he sleeps. He could be my everything, once we make it to the deep. His phallus runs through my mind, stopping the earth in its tracks. I want us to be as one. Forever. As we are in this very second, I fathom the passion and life that had been laid in our paths.
-By the BEAUTIFUL Ashley Whitewater!