Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Shout to all my moon men

Hello my loves!


I miss you both terribly. Today I can't help but want to run away from certain people. I'm getting sick and tired of dealing with people's bullshit.


I hate to say it but I can't be his friend anymore. I love him to death, but i just can't understand him and he is really hurting me at the moment. I feel like every time he gets me alone he has to remind me that he knows i'm happy but my head is up Brandon's ass. 


And guys I know it is... But I can't help it I have never been this happy before. In these last months I have had a shit ton of fun and our summer together was AMAZING!!!! But towards the end after everything had happened I started getting lonely and you both know that. But I feel like I want to tell you both this...


When I met Brandon I just was going through this weird phase and I didn't know what I was doing I was lost and I feel like I was doing a lot of things for the wrong reason even though I don't regret those things I still know what really motivated me you know... 


Now guys things are totally different for me. I have never been this happy with myself. I have a plan I am totally crazy for this amazing boy. And I'm not really going to be sorry for anything. I feel like it is finally my turn to be selfish and think about myself before others. I love him guys I can't help it. And I'm not going to sacrifice what I have with him for anything. I just really care about him I don't know this is different guys and i have been wanting to tell you both all of this for so long.


I know we haven't been together for a long time but this is so different. I'm being so lame right now to haha


Sorry I put on Adele and that's what came out! Right on! I love you both very much! (:


-Chelsey



Thursday, September 8, 2011

So guys it's been a minute! I'm sorry!

Let's see I get a car tomorrow guys is that not badass... what the fuck is the world going to do when that shit goes down!!!!! Watch out America Chelsey is mobile! (:

Word up!

Well I don't have a lot to say... what is on my mind though and you guys can totally suck my balls but i'm going here... Brandon has planned a date night for us tomorrow!!!! I'm so super excited about it. He is actually going to be asking me out officially and now i'm so giddy jesus guys i feel like i am in freaking highschool but i don't give a FUCK!!!! It's cute and I'm just really stoked!

I love to hold his hands, and watch him while he sleeps. He could be my everything, once we make it to the deep. His phallus runs through my mind, stopping the earth in its tracks. I want us to be as one. Forever. As we are in this very second, I fathom the passion and life that had been laid in our paths.
-By the BEAUTIFUL Ashley Whitewater!


Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Wiggles and Giggles!

So let's take a gander at the things that have been going on since the last time......


Well first and for most I hurt myself at work once again... I know total shocker right... Well after I got off work my ma and pops came to pick me up, and then we went to retrieve beautiful mexican boy! (:  And the we hopped on over to my crib. 
Guys I cannot even begin to tell you how good Brandon's cooking is! My god! Can anyone else say three cheers for juicy lucys?! 


But while we were eating i swear I had some much shit going on... Like fuck everyone was trying to get a lick of my dick... hahahahahahahahahahahahaha! 
Kidding actually everyone all up on the nuts but the night went on and me and Brandon had a badass time guys. I really like what I have with him because I feel like we have a friendship the way the three of us have a friendship you know. Like I can be my weird ass self and it not phase me what so ever... I don't know it cool as shit though! (:


Well anyways I'm in MOTHERRRRR FUCKINNNNN Stilwatter!!!! Dude I just re read that and realized both of you already know where I am.... So yeah. Well on the way here we got lost bunches and bunches well or at least when we got in to Stillwater we did. 


Oh and today i found out i lost money some how and i'm pissed at myself really i hate doing that sheeeeeet!!!!!! -_- 


Well now that I'm with Miss Megan and Mr CamJam... and let's not forget Sir Mason! 


Love and Happiness
-Bella

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

C=3

guys i'm not going to lie i love that Brandon and I listen to different music because i'm really getting into the young money artist now haha....

I know Megan... first the beer now the young money... what's next a flat bill bahaha! (:

But seriously i like Minaj so much i think she is so fucking badass! I also love having this guys because if i want to talk about how much i love weed I will if i want to say fuck fuck fuck fuck i can... No one but you guys read this shit i fucking love it!!! this was such a great idea! haha

okay let's see yesterday was actually kind of cool I went to work i think i got my manager in trouble for being a jackass and jennifer actually gave me a compliment ... no she was not sick i asked... yes i really asked!

in other news i'm dancing like a black girl right now... and i kind of need some back up dancers haha!

i love you girls more than anything i can't even begin to tell you guys how happy you make me! I'm glad we are best friend for sure! life wouldn't ever be the same! haha you guys a bamf! (Bad ass mother fuckers!) (just because i can) (:

-Chel Belle!